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Friday, June 10, 2005

wat is wrong wif me???

damn tired today when i woke up today,but i went to sleep earlier(at 1 plus) n i woke at a later time(7.40 instead of 7) today leh...sian,i manning the booth alone again n then wei wei told me she not coming le,i was thinking tat finally someone accompany me eat lunch liao...sigh...had the urge to scribble words calling people to join the club on the magazine,if not,they ll only think i m just giving out some stupid magazine....but today the results not bad leh,we got 10 people signing up in the morning leh(we only got 9 for the whole day yesterday)...hehe,my recruiting skills improving liao...actually,it is all not my credits lah cos a few were alvin's frenz,some like writing n i made a pact wif jason fr geo council tat i ll join his club if he join mine since we interested in each other cca...i was nearly late leh for my brother checkup appointment cos dina only came at around 1 n tat stupid alvin came at 12 plus for a while to sign up for the basketball team n didnt help much at all...spotted joyce but no sign of wen xiu who say she ll come today...had lunch alone today but i met mdm soh n chat wif her for a while...make the wrong choice leh,wanted to eat ban mian again today but went to eat yong tau foo whose ingredients available is pathetic leh,should have eat ban mian one...went to the fair at the atrium there to buy a present for chia ming birthday(tml) after finish eating in a hurry...bought her a clay keychain,just hope i didnt bought her tis type of keychain before,if not,sure ll be so pai sei giving the same present again...rush to outram there to meet my mum n brother but i was too early which is a big mistake...while waiting for them,i was actually stopped twice...the first time was a vietnamese tourist who dunno how to get back to his hotel fr outram mrt(he took a cab to tiong bahru plaza earlier n the driver say he can get back to his hotel if he walk a 10 mins dist fr outram mrt) n he ask me for directions...was so pai sei leh,i make him take a cab back to hotel cos i couldnt catch his words clearly on wat his hotel name was,dunno my way around chinatown n i couldnt help him search for his hotel(i need to wait for my mum wat)...the second time was a salesman or something ah...at first he was like talking abt being drug-free n such,then he pass me a keychain,show me a booklet wif names...after tat,he ask me to donate money n he just wrote down tat i donated $5 before telling me to donate n he was just saying before tat no donation is needed...wat the f***...sometimes he was talking so fast tat i couldnt catch anything leh n my mum was so angry wif me after tat cos he kept talking to me even though my mum was rushing me to go already n i had to run to catch up wif her leh...I FEEL SO CHEATED...idiot...why cant i be like marilyn who always r so capable at rejecting tis kind of things?sigh...my brother appointment is really an eye-opener leh,so tat is how the centre look like...nothing much happen lah,the people there just take down measurement...but very weird leh,the nurse insist on taking my mum height...after tat on the way home,i have a weird feeling inside me..a feeling tat give me the urge to have a good cry(somehow,only tis can help rid the feeling but no tears came,no matter how hard i try),a feeling tat i never had before,a feeling tat even ice cream cant get rid of n a feeling tat make me wan to appear offline on msn tonight n avoid any human contact other than my family...i feel like closing up myself forever,how nice ll it be to just leave the world at the moment...
i need a hug,a very tight one tat ll squezee out all the air in my lungs,but who can give tat to me?NO ONE,not even bunny.......

hamsterhue @ 12:21 AM | Comment

About me

animal lover(anything that has fur)

has a guinea pig,rabbit,gerbils and hamsters

virgo(4 sept 1987)

still stuck wif woking wif children,sigh....