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Sunday, April 30, 2006

in search of soul...

changed rabbit cages within 1 ½ hour leh,think i m getting more adept at doing tis,haha…hmm,whinner n princess look pregnant leh,ll the stork visit them soon??increased to 59 kg today,so fat…i knew something is bound to go wrong wif my weight today,I was eating so much yesterday lor,sigh…studying n watching tv at the same time just now,how do I do it??haha,I also dunno leh,mayb it has become a habit liao bah,I cant do without my tv…confirm my spirit is really missing but was it intentional or unintentional??did I deliberately lost it so tat I can finally relax myself n no need to stress myself so much over my studies??or did it got worn down gradually after so long??anyway,somehow I feel tat mssing my spirit is a really dangerous thing leh,I can space out just like tat every now n then lor(body here,mind somewhere)…wat if I space out during treatment of patient,how??spirit spirit,where r u??

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

i noe i ll regret tis,but i cant do anything abt it...why??

met ying beng today at tiong bahru plaza cos she wan to photocopy notes fr me…wanted to run some errand at the bank one,but the queue is so damn long lor,sian….went CK dept store wif jackson to buy clothes for him as birthday present,it is like I owe them one lor…so ex lor,$33.70 each leh,i m gg to be so broke,must really look for part time job sia…haha,went to 2 NTUC today,bukit merah one n tiong bahru plaza one,siao one…went bukit merah one to buy lays potato chips n then tiong bahru plaza one to buy meiji yohgurt(bukit merah dun have)….went er ge house today,won almost 1/3 of the mahjong games,haha,so happy…gina is getting more warm towards me already,she actually initiated playing wif me first leh,another happy thing today…die lah,i m starting to get hungry easily nowadays,how come ah??dun tell me,my black hole appetite is back to haunt me again??NO….didn’t get much studying done today also,sigh,i noe i ll live to regret doing wat i did today one day…but wat to do,wat is done cannot be undone...

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Friday, April 28, 2006

studying??umm....

went to bukit merah library to study after lunch,my house really got no mood for me to study in...but i ended up reading books cos it can be really boring just studying in the library,must borrow books one...haha,tats why i borrowed 6 books before gg home,how can i return home empty handed fr the library??encountered a bunch of noisy bukit merah secondary students there,pls lor,the library is for u to read,not a playground lor,some even got the cheek to play PSP there,wat the...got caught in the rain after getting out fr the library,boy it was heavy lor...but anyway,i ran across the road to the post office opposite even though i didnt bring umbrella(i use my jacket)...wah,there was a long queue at the post office lor but the lady who served me was quite friendly,good job,too bad i forgot her name...went to pay the SSC fee at the town council,so troublesome lor,every month must pay n if u r late in paying,u ll have to pay double…had chicken rice add rice at the hawker centre there in bukit merah central,hmmm,i think the person selling the chicken must be surprised at my appetite bah,haha...the chicken rice was nice,the meat quite tender,the gravy was a plus point but the soup a plain lor,i dun like….think my time management skills really sux,i was supposed to finish revising my behaviour sci today but i m not even half way thru lor…wat to do,i allowed myself to rot too much liao lor,sigh…I m so overdue for my blood donation but i not sure whether I can donate or not leh…dun forget,i m on latent TB infection medicine now,can donate meh??

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

wat on earth m i doing??

slept til 12 plus today,if tis is not a time to catch up on my sleep debt,then when??haha,had my first time selling newspaper to the garung guni today($2),the stack at my hamster area has overshot already...i pity the uncle leh,imagine have to go down the stairs wif a trolley full of stuffs,ouch...it is a good thing the lift stop at my floor cos i really sold him a lot of newspaper lor...went downstairs to buy a no of stuffs after lunch,batteries for my mp3 n eggs for my mum...i m like a phone operator today,kept getting phone calls...first call,fr the organiser of lunchtime concerts in my sch,she wan 2 TNT member to cover the events,i wonder who gave her my no??2nd call,mum's fren,she was recommending me a part time selling clothes in holland village...i ought to kick myself,why do i always give stupid ans one??3rd call,fr ah ma,as usual lah,complaints,sian...really dunno how to communicate wif her lor,she always say bad things abt my godmum,godsis,cousins n my mum as if she is the only one tat is right,everyone is wrong...but wat can i say??if i agree wif her,it ll be like i accept her mindset n agree wif her,which is not really the truth lor...but if i oppose her,she ll be very pitiful leh,everyone is condemning her liao lor....wat should i do??

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

lost,very lost....

overslept today cos i guess i was too relaxed,since i no need to meet huiying so early,wat for get up so early??but i didnt had a good time sleeping lor,kept drifting in n out of sleep,sigh,why cant i get a good rest??had meeting wif janette n huiying but nothing seem to get in cos everything seem too chim for me,i dun understand...do i really wan to be in the commitee??but do i have the time n strength mah??had chicken pau fr north canteen when gg thru some more details wif huiying cos i was really too hungry liao,must eat something first...wah,FJ spicy ramen today quite spicy leh but i like,haha,siao liao...ponder over some useless things today,should i buy a new bag??most of mine r spoilt n jackson has borrowed the one tat peck wuan gave me for my birthday,sigh...is my hp batt spoilling??but i only got my new hp recently leh n the batt seem to low batt quite fast leh,why??send out a cute mass sms today to everyone in my phone book but got someone complaint tat it was too mushy n a bit misleading leh,will meh??but the response i got back was quite good leh,had a good sms chat wif dr anna,got mdm shama email add n noel actually initiated a conversation wif me on msn...so i think it is not really tat misleading lah,the rest never say anything lor...darn,why do the bad always get their way??is it bcos they got more power,hence giving them chance to abuse their authority??sigh,poor changjin n lady han,dun have much backup,how not to lose like tis??

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

where did my spirit went??

went TBCU wif my mum tis morning to get our last batch of medicine,woo hoo,my agony is finally gg to be over...but tat is provided tat i dun miss any more medicine lah,haha...took bus 851 fr novena square there to bukit merah central,took roughly abt 45 mins,long??still prefer taking the mrt cos taking bus can be so hot but the view u get on the bus is so much better than looking at pitch black darkness travelling on mrt...had fish slice bee hoon at the hawker centre at bukit merah central,it was quite nice but the presentation a bit plain,not appealing enough...tried the you tiao fr another stall,not nice one n very oily also...sigh,i shouldnt eat so much liao,57 kg already liao lor,so fat...would u sacrifice ur happiness for revenge??but i must say tat fei yang in {qian jin bai fen bai} is quite strong lor,shoulder everything alone...oh ya,the ending song {disguise} is quite nice leh,very meaningful also...too bad i cant download it as yet,my com kept hanging,argh...very tired today,didnt get enough sleep cos i was still worrying abt bunny...sigh,tat is wat u get when u literally treat ur pets as family,u cant help but worry for them...hmmm,i wonder if i m getting some mental disorders??i think i m starting to get more paranoid n it seem tat i can hear sounds tat other ppl cant...wat is happening to me??

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Monday, April 24, 2006

taking it easy....

very tired today,didnt have enough sleep cos i slept quite late last night n i have to meet qin yi for lunch today...why sleep late??cos my crazy bunny actually escape n got stuck to the sticky rat trap(similar to the one tat killed gong zu) at 2 plus in the morning,tis time i had leave it on top something lor,dunno how bunny got stuck,must be he playful lah,go touch n then ended up getting all stuck on it...well,i had a hard time getting his fur sorted out n sticky stuff all removed but without not cutting away his fur also lah,now he looked a bit bald here n there,sigh...well,u play,u pay...went west mall to join qin yi for lunch n to bluff my father tat i got go to sch today to get some allowance...but i really do need to go to sch lor,i even alighted at yio chu kang mrt station,just tat i dun wan to waste money gg out of the gantry for just a short meeting wif hui ying,why waste money??had ban mian at the foodcourt there,but i still feel tat NYP FJ one is still the best...hmmm,the mee rebus selling at the foodcourt seem quite nice,mayb i ll try it the next time i meet qin yi there for lunch...got qin yi to help me buy hp pouch,2 for $2 at her shop there cos she got 10%staff discount,haha...saw a bag tat look quite nice also,should i get her to help me buy tat??west mall really quite boring leh,not much shops but actually,i also dun care one lah,as long as got sell the things i wan can liao,haha...anyway,i bought a pack of razor fr valuesave n deodorant fr an accessories shop,i hope the cotton fragrance suit me,$2.20,dunno worth it or not??finally managed to catch an episode of {that's my baby},today one is abt elephant giving birth,amazing sia,wow...saw {qian jin bai fen bai} on malaysian channel,8tv,OMG,i think i m hooked on the serial liao,i really shouldnt watch too much serials,always get hooked one,sigh...woo,think jackie can be a SNAG(sensitive new age guy),he tidied up the wardrobe he shared wif jackson n helped in folding clothes,so sweet of him,little wonder why he was the first one among us siblings to get into a relationship,haha...

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

MAHJONG!!!!!

went CK dept store wif jackie today,got 2 t-shirts n 1 pair of jeans for him as birthday present...then i bought a white jacket n denim skirt for myself,the jacket i have been eyeing very long liao even though it look a bit short on me but the pink one really not as nice leh...sigh,my waist too big,butt also very big,couldnt fit into a size 28 skirt tat i like,no choice lor,who tell me to be so big sized??wah,i m so gg to broke liao lah,OMG,i m becoming a spendthrift liao,die die...after shopping for clothes,we went to find jackson n ah ying(my niece) at mac cos jackson is teaching her homework there...went to exchange my points for mcwings to share wif everybody,it was my first time trying tat,it was nicer than i thought,yummy...forced jackson to also exchange his point for mcwings cos how could he eat up ah ying share,i wun allow him to bully her,haha...also tried the soft squid fr old chang kee,the taste like a bit weird weird one leh...went to er ge house after finish eating at mac,woo hoo,gina not scared of me anymore...witnessed jia jun style of cycling,very pro sia,he couldnt manage to make the pedals go complete rounds but he still could move quite fast n good lor...had a few rounds of mahjong there,first time playing wif fake money n first time obeying the rules completely,i was so not used to it lor,sigh...but i m sure practice make perfect,must play more on my hp liao,haha...gg to meet qin yi tml for lunch,she seem so pitiful having no one for company during meal times...i wonder wat can i do at west mall there??oh dear,dun understand why my spirit is not wif me sometimes even though i can still function...like just now when playing mahjong,i m like drifting somewhere even though my mind is on the game,mayb like half here half there tat kind of feeling...WATS WRONG WIF ME??

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

last day of attachment on saturdays....

OMO again,tis time in op 20,it is so cold there lor,brrr...dun get it leh,i only got 1 patient,why i OMO??haha,today is my last day of attachment on saturdays,i m free fr now on...i noe tis is a weird logic but isnt it a coincidence tat i started my first E&D on sat wif dr jeffery sng n end my last E&D on sat wif him also??overheard dr jeffery n dr chee conversation,it appears tat dr jeffery is gg to further studies in prostho,why all the nice supervisors wan to further their studies at tis time??went to lot 1 ajisen wif yuan qi n mary,dunno wat to do wif my spare time either,so tagged along lor...had the spicy seafood ramen,not bad but it can be a bit too spicy for me to handle at some part of times...however,i like it leh,it was quite shiok eating tat,haha...can say i changed my rabbit cages in record time sia,it didnt take as long as i expected...or is it bcos my expectation was not very high??think i m getting hooked on {hi shang ban nu lang},i cant even entertain the thoughts abt missing any episode of it...xiao zhu is so shuai in the show but if i can choose,i like the current look of him now on {yu le bai fen bai} better,hair colour more down to earth,more acceptable...darn,i actually cut myself wif my big toenail when i wanted to stop my mum fr tickling me...i wonder if i ll get tetanus cos u never noe how clean ur nails r,especially toenails...ouch,so painful...

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Friday, April 21, 2006

yawns....

feeling ever so sleepy while studying for the special needs exam today,i wonder is anything got in at all...the MCQs paper today is a killer lor,80 qns of MCQs n i think i dunno how to do half of the qns,sigh...was the paper too chim or i didnt studied enough??got some special needs disorders i dun even noe wat she is talking abt lor,i just wish for a pass can liao...saw my results for ethics n special needs ICA,got a B for ethics n A for special needs,dunno true or not,i actually got an A for the special needs killer essay paper??must check it out the next time i go back to sch...the course orientation organised by the yr 2(my juniors) was a flop lor,there was only one game n it was a bit stupid lor...hello,we r in poly leh,who wan to get wet playing just one stupid game??somemore,they didnt inform everyone tat they must bring extra clothes,who would wan to play like tat??got news tat dr kelvin ll be leaving tis semester to further his studies in ortho,having mixed feeling...sad cos a nice lecturer is gg n we have to change mentor again,but also happy cos he didnt done much as a mentor,never bond the class together,i hope our new mentor ll be better in bonding the class together,i m tired of conflicts already...went to geo council orientation after my course one,was just in time for refreshment,haha...anyway,the orientation game played was much better lor,we played the memory game,we must repeat all the names n sch of the ppl in front of us before saying our own...phew,i m so lucky i m the 2nd one,no need to remember so many names,dun think my memory is tat good...walked to the mrt wif yuan qi,sorry to keep her waiting so long while i was at the geo council orientation...feel so fat today,had to snack frequently in the morning while staying to keep me awake,then i had 2 refreshment break(course n geo council orientation n a lot of rice for dinner...i m so glad tat i shared my oreo mcflurry wif yuan qi on the way to the mrt,if not,i think i ll gain at least 1 kg today bah...took a bite of jackie double filet-o-fish(i bought home fr sch),so-so only leh,or mayb it is bcos i dun really like fish burger...actually lady han is already quite strong liao,haven collapsed yet even though she got no support...if i were her,i think i would long commit suicide already...tat lady cui is a bitch lor,i hope she all those ppl she harmed ll come back n haunt her someday n take revenge...

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

rotting day...

no patient for op 9 at all today,wen xiu got no patient in the morning while my afternoon slot was used to do returns...booked appointments for may,hope they ll come(fingers crossed)...tried the mdm kim sambal chicken today,it was delicious...the ladyfinger was nice but the chicken a bit cumbersome to eat(got bones) n the fried potato a bit i dun like...had the melona ice cream finally today but it turned out to be too milky for my liking...haha,did some discreet snacking wif yuan qi on timeout chocettes(dunno how to spell),it was very tough lor,now my palate still hurts,ouch...forgotten wat else i did today,think my mind completely switched off since i m like slacking the whole day today...so one word of advice,dun relax too much,ur mind may shut off,haha...

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

is it my fault??

OMO today again in op 7,so fated wif it...got 3 patients,all female patients n i have since put 2 on review...my 3rd patient very FON today leh,even julie wan me to complete her today,always complain abt my long n numerous visits but it is not entirely because of my incompetency...i wanted to put her on review by today but she actually went to toilet twice,ans her hp n rinses her mouth countless times during the whole visit,i where got time to complete her??then she dun floss at all,there was even a lot of food stuck in between her teeth lor...she give DO do,should i be happy or sad??happy tat i m free of her,or sad cos i cant keep my patient??dr mervyn words,'it must be hard on you',is really encouraging lor,if only all supervisors are like him cos i really feel like crying while dr ng is checking my work,i noe i cant complete her today but i was hoping for miracle to happen,sadly,it didnt...tried the kueh tat ying beng bought fr her house there,find it okay only but i dun really like to eat kueh lah,so tat could be the reason why i find it okay only...went NUH wif yuan qi to visit her mum,her situation was not as bad as i thought but i was a bit at a loss for words cos i dunno wat to say to her mum,cant be too informal,but not too formal either...hmm,NUH 7-11 stuffs a bit limited leh,no melona ice cream(i wanted to try) n yam pau...no choice lor,had the chicken pau but it is so-so only leh,not very hot...was sent home by yuan qi dad in his car,thanks uncle n yuan qi...his car interior is very stylo lor,almost everything is digital,cool sia...if only i can be like chang jin,wun bear grudges against anyone,unlike jinying...but i think my character is more like jinying bah,sigh...

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

ARGH!!!!!

COD today,n very drained after attachment also...why??cos everyone is like trying to overwork the COD...cant they help change the appointment for the patients also??should the COD wrtie notes to inform abt the changes in appt to their clinicians??sian,i need to make up for one session on the 29th of may,i dun wan to take MC in dec last year one lor,damnit...had vegeterian bee hoon fr mdm kim today,a bit dry,i dun like...bought yoghurt fr the fruits vendor at level 1 of HPB,hope they wun spoil cos i really dun wan to pass out a good bargain...hmmm,the melona ice cream fr 7-11 seem not bad,or at least tat is wat i concluded after taking one bite of yuan qi's...oh ya,i finally saw mdm ng at HPB le,the CS i was attached,a very sweet lady,i have been looking forward to see her at HPB ever since i forget when already,haha...TO HELL WIF PALACE POLITICS!!!why did the bad guys always get away wif doing bad things in the past??darn,lady han got kidnapped today,shity...oh dear,i need to start studying already,got less than a month to exams...but i m very tired,so tired tat i can even miss my tv shows,yawn...

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Monday, April 17, 2006

wat is gg on wif me??

had an awful nightmare last night,i dreamt tat i invited a guy tat i noe thru the internet to my house party,n he is a bit older than i thought(middle aged,around 40 plus)...it turned out he is pretty scary too,kept harassing me,even to the extent of damaging all the telephone line in my house(even hp) so tat i dun have a chance to call the police for help n he like kept vilgance outside my house...OMG,lucky it is all a dream...must be yesterday lah,i recall abt 'him' while updating my blog n it awaken my inner fear,hence leading to me having tis creepy nightmare...went bukit merah library to borrow books n waste my time there,saw an article in teenage magazine(sept 2005 issue),curry leaves n buttermilk paste can prevent premature greying of hair leh...i wonder if it is true or not,if true,then i no need to expose myself to hair dye chemicals to cover my white hairs...but,wat is buttermilk??had ban mian at the new stall in bukit merah central hawker centre,the noodles has a very good flavour but the chilli like dun match the noodles leh...saw a jacket tat i like at CK dept store,cost $14.90,should i buy??only left one but it is S size leh,i wonder if it can fit me or not but the colour is nice...went NTUC wif my mum in the evening,we actually chalked up $60 plus for the bill,guess my mum really shouldnt bring me along,i always cause her to spend more,heehee...sigh,cos we were too late in setting off,CK dept store was already closed by the time we reached there,no chance to seek my mum opinion abt the jacket...how come korean high sch graduation got flowers for everyone one??or is it bcos the script of {xing niang 18 sui} says so??but it could also because tat it is a gal sch bah...wah,i cant stand the politics in {da chang jin},why cant the world be more peaceful without anyone backstabbing someone??sigh,tis is an ugly world...finally got my hp bill today,lucky it was not as ex as i thought,i got chalked up before a more expensive one,haha...but i must start saving le,not ex but also not cheap,think i must find a part time job during the holidays liao...

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

another day wasted...

slept til 3 plus today but actually i got wake up at 12 plus one,just tat after gg to the toilet,i went back to bed,haha...didnt went to CK dept store or NTUC as planned,no time to go,actually is bcos i dilly dally too much lah...anyway,there was a heavy rain today,it quite dampen my mood abt gg out...but i still got go to my ah ma house in midst of the rain cos apparently,the flask tat my godmum used to contain the rice meant for my ah ma,couldnt be opened by my ah ma...so i had to made a trip there to open for her,if not she got no rice to eat...changed fifi cage today n i discovered i got a weird fetish,i like to smell my rabbits n hamsters,of cos wif my masks on lah...actually,i love the smell of woodshavings,be it fresh one or after one day of use,the woody smell appeal to me,haha...tried the lime flavoured 100 plus tat i got fr the dengue exhibition the last time,personally,i find it too gassy,i dun like...but it does have an aftertaste like the pokka vit 1000 drink,only a bit similar lah...spaced out quite a while today,dunno wat i wanted to do or gg to do,so lost,so missing my spirit,sigh...

hamsterhue @ 1:45 AM | Comment

Saturday, April 15, 2006

in a daze....

OMO in op 18 today cos i got 2 patients,finished the 1st patient today n has been put on review but the 2nd patient still need to come back another time...thanks to peiqi for assisting me for my 1st patient,u have been a great help...had small hotdog buns n junk for lunch while watching {shao nian te gong dui},tis is wat u get when u neglect ur meal for tv,no proper meals,haha...but today episode is damn funny lor,haha...played mahjong just now,i won 2 rounds,jackson won 2 rounds while jackie won dunno 3/4 rounds...i really wonder if the saying tat if u r unlucky in games,u ll be lucky in love is true or not??jackie got a gal he like now while me n jackson dun even have someone in mind,since he has been winning quite a fair bit recently,i wonder if he is ever gg to be successful in wooing her,haha...i wish him luck,lovesick puppy,haha...

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Friday, April 14, 2006

i wasted my day away...

today is basically rotting at home day,i rarely get a day rest,of cos must rot it happily away,haha...but i also got contribute a bit lah,i tidied up my bed,at least it is not so messy now...n i made a wasted trip to the eggs selling shop wif jackie,it turned out tat it is not opened today,darn...but i finally got my own folder on the com liao cos jackson is getting irritated wif all my music files in his folder,haha...missed most of {agent cody bank} just now,didnt noe today got showed...but it is no big deal lah,not a great fan of it anyway,not tat interested...OMG,jinying today in {da chang jin} is scary,her glare is creepy...i hate lady cui,so bitchy,when ll she get her retribution??i cant wait for the day revenge was taken on her...sigh,guessed i cant be trusted wif secrets,sorry yuan qi but i only told ying beng cos i figure u ll told her...sorry...dunno why,i m getting very emotional over a song...i actually feel like crying when i listen to {yuan lai} by lin jun jie,i dun really understand the lyrics lor but the feeling just come like tat...why??

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

slacking

still stuck in op 12 today,op 9 got a leaking problem since last week,i think n still haven been repaired yet,darn...i missed op 9,op 12 is not very good also lor,got more things spoilt,just tat it is not leaking water like op 9 is...very slack today,almost got no patient until ms tan transfer ying beng patient to me...it was not bad lah,only S&P,quite fast finished already...just tat the process of transfering is very tedious like i have said before,we had a hard time looking for ms tham(one of the HDT) lor...yuan qi never come today,i m a bit worried after seeing the excuse she gave for not coming in for attachment,i hope everything is fine...had cai fan fr mdm kim today,still abstaining from the chilli,better give it more time yet cos my mum say belachan is very poisonous towards healing,must avoid...dunno why the I-SCREAM vendor went to NDC today but anyway,i shared a cup wif ying beng...find the combination of peach,honeydew n oreo a bit sour,why ah??mayb it could be the aftertaste of the previous combination tat was bought by the person in front of us,think was mary,haha...went NTUC to buy bread n meiji yoghurt after attachment,haha.i think either i m hooked on yoghurt or i m trying desperately to lose weight...finally got back my fruits basket anime vcd,after so long,FINALLY...n i had called peck wuan already,think she is gg to get the book 19 soon,i cant wait,haha...wooh,woman jealousy can be a very fearful thing,tis is wat i learnt fr {da chang jin} today...so an advice to everyone,never offend a jealous woman if u wan to leave,dun mess wif woman...dun get it leh,why do i actually feel more sleepy after a nap??shouldnt i feel more refreshed??damn tired now,yawn...

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

a day out...

went out wif qin yi today,our first stop,queenstown MDIS...we walked there fr queenstown mrt cos qin yi say the nearest mrt was queenstown when in actual fact,commonwealth is nearer lor...but then,we were stupid enough not to realise tat there is shuttle bus gg fr MDIS to queenstown mrt,haha...then we went to have lunch at bugis junction there,i had the bandito superstar meal at KFC...dun like the coleslaw there,a bit dry,blech...when walking around bugis junction,i saw kinokuniya is actually selling fruits basket book 19,FINALLY,AFTER SO LONG...n boy m i glad tat i bought my hp then,now the price has rebounce back to $248,i gotten a good deal,haha...went inside M-industries for the first time,the clothes not bad leh but i just cant seem to get over myself freely,the budget i set for clothing is lower than wat the market can offer(talking crap,pls ignore)....spent quite some time at the bugis tis fashion outlet,i wanted to buy jacket but i decide on which one to buy...wif hood??wif pocket??wat colour??size suit me??pricing suit me??etc etc,think my head is gg to explode just thinking abt the qns...sigh,always think too much,why cant my life be simpler??{da chang jin} is getting more n more addictive liao,n someone tat i didnt expected actually like show also...tats wat ppl say,never judge a book by its cover,haha...hmmm,qin yi seem to have changed liao leh,she actually have watched {brokeback mountain} n actually liked it so much tat she wan to lend me the VCD to watch,of cos i reject her lah,i dun go for tis kind of movies one,got nude scenes lor...n she is getting more appearance prone liao leh,critise other ppl look...she is also speaking in a weird way tat is so foreign to me,tis is so not like the qin yi tat i have known since pri sch...sigh,i dun like changes,everything is becoming so foreign...but i cant say i didnt changed myself,i m becoming more n more good at lying,lied my way thru to escaped the meeting today,so bad...n i have become from a chatty n outgoing person to a quiet n passive person ever since sec sch,sigh...

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

why so swey??

had 3 patients today,n then all came late,lucky all only S&P n DTC can liao...i really hate doing GIC,moisture control is such a chore n the GIC sometimes refuses to sit in the cavity lor,so irritating...need to say sorry to wen xiu for flaring up at her today,i dunno wat has come over me...n also thanks to her for helping,she is a great partner...had vegeterian bee hoon n vanilla mr softee today for lunch,i think at tis rate i m gg(eating mr softee everytime),i m so gg to rebounce back to my sec 4 weight(64kg),THE HORROR...actually i wanted to buy the meiji yohgurt one,3 for $1.90,cheaper than NTUC one but i got no place to put it leh,wat if spoilt before i got back home,how??went to buy rabbit food after attachment,think i went there too many times in my uniform until the auntie finally got curious today n asked whether i m working or studying...haha,of cos i say studying lah,actually the uniform do look like a student uniform from some views...darn,i actually got a pimple on my scalp n i actually scratch it twice today which results in blood...why do i have a pimple on my scalp n back but not on my face??should i be happy or sad wif tis outcome??haha,i think the min da ren is starting to like chang jin leh,i wonder wat he see in her??her dilligence??her look??her personalities??hmmm,must learn from her,haha...gave up on the bayer young event of geo council,i dunno how to do lor...should i go for the meeting tml??but i m confirm gg out wif qin yi leh,i got the stamina to go so many places tml mah??chat a bit more wif the guy whom i recently noe fr friendster,he seem to have some dark secrets but he is not telling leh...ll he be another 'him',the 'him' who totally creeped me out some time ago??but he seem like he need some counselling n help since normal ppl dun sleep only a few hours a day everyday due to their dreams unless they got a guilty conscience...should i give him my no??but i scared he haress me,how??besides,wat can i do to help him??i m not in a very good shape myself either...

hamsterhue @ 12:56 AM | Comment

Monday, April 10, 2006

hoping history ll not repeat itself again...

tried the spagetti(dunno how to spell) wif chicken chop fr the newly opened western stall in north canteen for lunch today,very nice n quite worth it also,only cost dunno $2.50 or $2.80...also tried watermelon wif yellow flesh,it turned out to be sweeter than i thought,not bad not bad...dr hema cleared the doubts today but can we really trust her??for all we noe,she only said tat to reassure us so tat we wun panic or get depressed too much tat we cant carry out our work properly...hmmm,wat do i really wan to do in future??stick to dental line or switch to something else??feel like getting the recordable soft toy fr the cheers outlet in sch,it look so cute n it can actually record a short msg,how nice...even though it only cost $10+,should i waste my money on things tat i do not need??darn,forget to buy rabbit food today cos my mum lah,cay wan go NTUC but in the end never go,i should have gone to buy the food one...sigh,poor bunny,only got hamster food and vege to eat cos fifi ll only eat pellets,so pampered...i sure hope bunny ll eat something,i dun wan him to die yet...think i m hooked on korean serials liao,have been chasing after {da chang jin} n {xing nian 18 sui}...but i guess my addiction is only selective,i dun like to watch those boring love stories,i rather sleep,haha...qin yi called just now,she asked me to accompany her go queenstown MDIS on wed,,,should i go wif her??

hamsterhue @ 12:56 AM | Comment

Sunday, April 09, 2006

if only i knew....

was late at meeting yuan qi they all,guess i dilly dally too much on my outfit le,mayb i should just stick to getting my outfit ready for the next day the night before,at least i got more time to think abt it,no need to rush...but i think i also siao de lah,wasted so much time on choosing wat to wear,wat to do,my wardrobe is limited,no choice,sigh...had mee rebus fr the suntec foodcourt,not bad,it is quite sweet,not spicy also...also tried the pamper me meal from LJS,the prawn is nice but it is no big deal to me lor...the volunteer polo T not bad leh,even my father say it look nice n i feel so too,too bad it got the listerine logo,if not it ll be perfect to wear it outside...got a love hate relationship wif assisting at screening events,i can get to learn new things but it also means i get left out of things since i m hidden inside,forgotten by people,sigh...saw the new caries detector machine today,how i wish i can used it to test whether i got caries on my 47 or not...assisted one dr fong n one dr lim today,they so good,can changed shift while i have to be there the whole shift,so tiring...i guess the dr dun give a damn as to where i came fr,or did they just assume tat i m a dental student??dr fong was a good teacher,actually ask me to voice out anything i dunno but i think he a bit underestimated my abilities,i m already yr 2 liao lor....as time passes,i got the hang of everything already,he still gg thru the basic wif me,felt a bit bored towards the end...dr lim charting is a bit hard to understand initially cos the system he use is not the FDI one,he go by left,right,up,down n not the tooth no,but i managed to get used to his methods towards the end lah...sigh,i m starting to become more n more whiny le,complained a lot to my kor just now...wat is becoming of me,when did i ever become so narrow minded??WHY??WHEN??HOW??feel very guilt ridden now,i indirectly killed one of my hamsters,gong zu(princess in chinese)...she escaped fr the extension of her cage n got trapped in the sticky trap tat i liad out to trap lizards which resulted in her death...if only i had ensured the cage is tightly closed...if only i had checked on her in the morning when brushing my teeth...if only i didnt trapped her up there to separate her fr whinner...if only i didnt put the trap there,out of view...sigh,if only...

hamsterhue @ 12:56 AM | Comment

Saturday, April 08, 2006

slack slack,haha....

partnered wif leen in op 7 today,nearly partnered joyce but it ended up her appt slot is the same as mine,so too bad lor...finish patient early today but i think i also got some pressure to finish faster,leen's patient actually came one hr earlier,how not to have pressure like tat??had spring roll n yam cake from old chang kee at tiong bahru plaza after attachment cos i actually planned to take a nap before {shao nian te gong dui} starts,so get something to fill myself first...ended up having shui jiao mian for lunch,2-3 months never eat liao,cant control my urge,haha...so i ended up missing {shao nian te gong dui} cos i took a nap at the last min,argh...damn slow today,took my own sweet time in changing my rabbit cages...had fun playing around wif bunny n fifi,carry them both at the same time,so fun n nice....PET THERAPY IS THE BEST!!!!played mahjong wif jackson n jackie,won only 2 out of dunno 6/7 games,so lousy...but jackson even worse,he only won once,i guess he is so gg to be lucky in love since there is a saying tat 'unlucky at the games = lucky in love',haha...today {kang xi lai le} gave quite a lot of info on beauty care by da S n frenz,too bad i cant absorb much...being a woman is tough leh,need to look presentable at all times...but i think da S a bit overboard lah,a gal need to pee one wat,how can she think of giving excuse abt feeling like vomitting just to go to the toilet??women r also human wat,they have waste to pass out lor...whoo,{hi,shang ban nu lang} quite funny leh,not bad not bad,i like...heehee,discovering tat i m starting to like xiao zhu more le,so shuai,haha...sigh,wat should i wear tml to the IDEM??must look presentable but not too formal either,sigh...

hamsterhue @ 12:32 AM | Comment

Friday, April 07, 2006

i got a bad feeling...

darn,i think the alarm clock in my hp is not working leh,i nearly overslept...feel damn sleepy even though i took a 3 hr nap last night,i was planning not to sleep one lor...n the canned original nescafe coffee sux lor,not working one n the taste is so blech...dr kelvin paper was okay,normal standards...but dr hema's was a killer lor,100 marks leh n we only have 50 mins to write,where got time to finish??i m not expecting much,a pass can liao...dr kelvin treated the whole class to canadian pizzas,chicken wings n garlic bread,dunno why he suddenly so nice today??hmmm,the pizza standard like a bit dropped liao leh,the chicken flavour one not nice,i dun like...but the chicken wing was not bad,quite tasty,the garlic bread also...went to a dengue fever exhibition by the nursing students,it is very educational...the free gifts also not bad,i actually won a price without answering any qns but i think it is bcos they got no 'customers' mah,so they give very freely...anyway,i got a bear,a soccerball keychain n a A5 file(wonder how to use it??)...after tat,i went to sasa wif hwee lin,joyce n pei qi cos pei qi wan to get perfume for her father...saw mood ring for sale there but is $3.90 worth it??or should i get a bracelet tat is also around tat price??help my father submit the progress package at the ATM,actually it is very easy wor,so simple...heard some ugly truth,now i actually feel tat my future is quite bleak n i have no idea wat to do already,so lost...was posed a simple but also difficult qns today,wat do i really wan to or wat else can i do??to some who have goals,they can immediately ans tis but tis seem so difficult to me...m i too slack or m i scared of disappointment tat i dun dare to set any goals??i dunno n i dun feel like thinking abt it leh,my mind is like not functioning now,like brain dead,missing spirit....

hamsterhue @ 12:32 AM | Comment

Thursday, April 06, 2006

MUST MUG....

OMO today,wen xiu got sore eyes,it was so nice of her to inform me in the morning...got 3 patients in total today,2 in the morning,1 in the afternoon,transferring patient is really a tedious n confusing job lor,so ma fan...feel very bad towards my afternoon patient,take so long until he is very tired,sigh...but it is quite tough doing GIC alone leh,must prevent cross contamination n everything,i wonder how m i gg to survive in future in the sch dental clinics??really prefer futian as COD,he is so easy gg one,very nice...had vegeterian bee hoon n shared craze hotties wif ying beng n yuan qi for lunch...the craze hotties is not bad leh,very tasty,i like...whoo,i didnt not tat tiong bahru plaza actuall has a photocopy machine leh,it was situated in the photo developing shop...how did i discover tis??yuan qi n ying beng went there to photocopy my notes since tiong bahru is just a stop away fr outram...feel very slack today,it is like i totally have no driving force lor...i m like just a shell wif nothing inside,dunno where my spirit fly to already,sigh...

hamsterhue @ 12:32 AM | Comment

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

wat should i do??

OMO today,changed fr op 1 to op 10,dunno why...by right,got 3 patients but my first patient PFA,so not tat bad...only found out today tat my patient had a sinus tract n he had deep pockets due to tat,i m a failure lor,only notice the tract today n it was his 2 months review wor,i m lousy...dr mervyn ng say i not confident enough but how do one built up the confidence ah??saw zhiyang at NDC today,it appear he is here for his ortho treament...funnily,i was actually humming his {kiss goodbye} the whole morning lor,i just cant seem to get the music out of my head...n i actually recognise his father first n not him,haha....too bad i got patient,cant go kaypoh a bit,sigh...dun really like gg somewhere else after attachment,need to bring so many things,so ma fan but who told me to follow the rules so strictly,wear uniform n black shoes...the geo council meeting only finishes at around 9.30 n i only managed to reach home at 10.30...ARGH,caused me to miss the first 30 mins of my {da chang jin},darn...but actually,why didnt i just say i wan to go home early??is it due to respect or fear of authority or eyes??had lunch in level 4 pantry today,feel a bit uneasy leh,there is so many other people watching n there was not enough seat lor...feel quite fat today,had fries n ice cream cone at mac in sch cos since i arrived early,i might as well eat something...WOO HOO,i can finally eat prawn le,FINALLY...tried the nescafe mistra tat wen xiu gave,blech,dun like it at all...one conclusion,I HATE COFFEE!!!!my father got a new bird today,it appears tat he caught it near the tiong bahru temp market there,so lucky meh??wat on earth is gg on??i dun like being kept in the dark lor...

hamsterhue @ 12:32 AM | Comment

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

thank you...

only 1 patient today,there is so few patients in the afternoon lor,why like tat??assisted ying beng in my cubicle cos her com spoilt,so she use my cubicle lor since i m not using it...haha,actually,i dun mind having no patients leh,i managed to complete my cca report article n print notes in preparation for the special needs ICA,heehee...very blur today,actually forgotten to bring my TBCU medicine to HPB,but miss one shouldnt be a problem bah...had KFC delivery for lunch today,i got 2 pieces of chicken n 1 large whipped potato...{xing niang 18 sui} is very nice leh,quite funny,i like the plot...n the male lead is quite good looking,got a bit mesmerised by his looks,haha,mayb i prefer serious man more...funny leh,dunno why he remind me of someone i noe,feel tat he look like the actor but also dun really look him leh,lost,haha...haha,i can actually find my photos on the singapore idol website leh,amanda didnt lie to me...oh ya,thanks to peck wuan for sending me the photos we took o last sat outing,it was a great help to me cos i rarely take photos one n my article need a photo of mine...

hamsterhue @ 12:32 AM | Comment

Monday, April 03, 2006

why m i so slow??

slept til 1.30pm today but i got my fair share of interuptions in between,cant say i m rested...then i went wif my father to the hp shop at bukit merah central hawker centre there to re-register jackie sim card,waited quite some time there...didnt buy a sim card for mum as planned,there was so many people there n i haven check out the pricing yet,so must wait...went to healthzone library to borrow books for the special needs ICA openbook test,so sad,only got one book left...then i went straight down to bukit merah library there to photocopy(for better referring)...therefore,i used my rabit cashcard(bought from SPCA) for the first time,didnt noe topping it up is actually so easy...haha,i actually managed to finish changing my rabbit cages n hamster cages in 1 hr 30 mins leh,including feeding time,i m imroving,haha...sigh,no more {campus superstar} liao,can i withstand the withdrawal symptoms??also,i feel very uneasy without mystery case files in my life leh,feel so empty n weird...feeling very chatty now,especially when my father got home,why ah??met the guy whom i just known thru friendster online just now,chatted wif him a bit,he seem to have some dark secrets,scary...

hamsterhue @ 12:45 AM | Comment

Sunday, April 02, 2006

slacking at home...

slept till 2.30pm in the afternoon,wat better way to spend the weekend,just catching up on my sleep debt,haha...had a rather lousy lunch,the vegeterian bee hoon at the market near my house totally sux lor,dun like dun like...dunno where my patience went when i m on the phone wif my godmum n ah ma,i always have the tendency to flare up one...i noe they r my elders,must respect them but how can they gain my respect when i dun like the words they r saying half the time??my ah ma ll blame everyone else for everything except herself when the main problem was her...then my godmum ll say stupid things,things tat is almost impossible for me to reach,like go accompany my ah ma more when my mum is at loggerheads wif her...didnt change rabbit cages today cos i was busy watching {campus superstar}...so zhiyang is the first campus superstar,okay lor,dun really like him a lot or dislike him either...WOO HOO,TML NO SCH!!!!YEAH!!!went to do a quiz just now,below is my results but i forgotten which website i did my quiz in...
WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY??
tan, your best quality shines through in how Honest you are

The fact that you're an honest person who values the truth and is sometimes willing to make sacrifices in order to uphold it really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a caring and considerate person who is typically very loving, as well. You are a calm, relaxed person who tends to take life in stride, too.In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 2 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.
Watch out! Insecurities and character weaknesses can spell trouble in your personal life and career. Don't let it happen to you.
oh ya,JIAN WEN,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

hamsterhue @ 12:36 AM | Comment

Saturday, April 01, 2006

kite flying is fun...

partnered wif banu in op 7 today,tried out the new assistant chair in there,so-so only...wah,today actually got dr mervyn,wat a rare sight...finish patient early today,she got to go off at 12,heehee,give me more time to prepare for my outing in the afternoon...bought a chicken burger from the bakery outside tiong bahru mrt there,the chicken a bit cold n the sesame sux,dun like...didnt noe wat to do wif my extra time n my mum didnt cook lunch like wat i thought,so i went to have ice cream n a cheese sandwich while spending my time reading newspaper...big mistake,i ended up feeling sleepy after reading n i overslept,think i set alarm clock wrongly,darn...marina bay really ulu sia,got nothing one...we(peck wuan,amanda,me,jee cheng,yu pei,min shan,adelynn,jian wen n johnson) took a bus to marina south park n the fun begins...i bought a plastic kite($3.50) cos the paper one($2.50) seem a bit fragile,haha...my first attempt was not bad,it was flying quite high...but somehow,i dun like my kite to fly too high leh,like out of my control,not fun,prefer the process of getting it up more than letting it be the highest,weird mindset...got one man very nice,help me maintain kite at a height when it was gg to be caught in the trees,hence saving it...went eating not long after,a bit sian liao,haha,no patience one...peck wuan ranger camera look not bad leh,look like a video camera,so stylo...spend the rest of the day untangling my kite string,got some knots while i was trying to reel in my kite,it flew too high le,i dun like...went off earlier wif adelynn n peck wuan,dun feel like gg out late,sorry jee cheng...wah,the process of bringing the kite home is tedious sia,have to be really careful...wanted to buy a cake for jackson after i get home but i ended up taking a nap,so no cake for him le,sorry jackson...woohoo,so happy,i actually managed to caught a small lizard wif the sticky trap...DIE LIZARD!!!!completed msytery case files again,but i have since deleted it,must keep my addiction in control...stupid leh,neopets is gg to charge us NP cos it dun wan us to refresh too much...DAMN,then i sure need to pay a lot one lor cos my com dun always load new pages one,must refresh all the time n it can hang quite a bit,darn...an injuried lamb beside a lion,wat would u think??most ppl ll think tat it must be tat the lion has hurt the lamb,but is it really true??wat if the lamb fall n hurt itself n the lion just happen to be nearby??tis is wat we called 'sterotype',we like to assume things according to our experience...many times,we wanted to change tis bad behaviour of ours but i think tis is something subconcious,cant change one,no matter how hard we tried,sigh...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKSON,MY PESKY BROTHER....

hamsterhue @ 12:36 AM | Comment

About me

animal lover(anything that has fur)

has a guinea pig,rabbit,gerbils and hamsters

virgo(4 sept 1987)

still stuck wif woking wif children,sigh....