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Saturday, July 23, 2005

feeling imbalanced...

was at a loss on wat to do today,dunno where to go,wat to do n how to do...i m not fit to be in the dental profession,my PR skills SUX....no need people say,i also noe my spoken english SUX,i had problem conveying my msg to marilyn liao,much less a patient,i sure die one...was real slow today,took such a long time to get settled down,i bet my supervisors r really irritated by me...lucky marilyn was more understanding than i thought,if not,i sure panic until siao one...but i also got panic quite a fair bit when i dunno wat to do,guess i m not the calm n cool type bah...sorry,marilyn...she is such a poor thing,i think i got a few times probe too hard until she bleed n i took tat down as the gingivitis score,so dr tan ching ching(i saw her before at NUH perio postgrad there)(my supervisor for the day) told me to ignore the bleeding score today...i dun understand leh,i use the walking stroke n i stop when the tissue turn whitish,so how come the sites bleed n marilyn felt pain?mayb i should just stop using the walking stroke since so many people r not using it n it is not really practical...why must NDC have so many forms to fill up one?me n marilyn was so lost in getting all the necessary things out...die,i actually crave for the 7-11 mashed potato today,was so tempted to get one whenever i pass by a 7-11...but luckily,i managed to resist the temptation,i dun wan to look fat tml for my cousin wedding...slept the rest of my day off,i wanted to go library one(i got no books to read,very sian) but jackson dun wan go,so i never go lor...tats me,always needing company,no company,i ll feel very weird,so weird as though i m naked in public...i very swey,my calves got cramps when i was flexing my leg in the midst of my nap...it was so painful,the muscles felt so hard n tense...why do i always get cramps during sleeping one?i think i never got one at all when excercising,so weird...bunny has diarrhea today cos i punished him...he kicked out his food dish for the umpteen time tis week liao,so i simply refused to refill his food dish cos he is so naughty,always never listen one...sigh...but it is also a punishment for me lah,i had to endure the stinking smell of his stools when i changed his cage today...sigh,i cant attend my cousin wedding tml in the day cos tml is not suitable for people wif the zodiac rabbit to attend wedding...stupid leh,then my godmum kept telling me to go take photograph tml but i cant see the bride tml wat,how m i gg to take photo tml?then she say i only need to take pictures of the flat n the people in it,tats so stupid,wat for waste my time in getting there n just take pictures,cant the people there take it?n i think she has another purpose in wanting me there tml,she wan me to clean up the place after the people left cos she wan to go temple n pray after tat...i m blur but i m not stupid to be used by others...therefore,i m not gg to my grandmother house tml,i m just gg to sleep for as long as i wan...u betray my trust by giving me hope n then dashing it,i m not gg to be at ur beck n call liao...actually,i would like to atend the wedding one,it would be so fun but wat to do,i cant attend...sigh,i now got the feeling to get married liao,haha...prick myself while peeling prawns for tml wedding reception n my back n hands were aching fr peeling all the prawns just now...but at least tis time is better,last time my godsis wedding more worse cos got more prawns n my mum peel it herself,i bet her fingers were itchy like hell after peeling the prawns(she is allergic to peeling prawns,i think)...

hamsterhue @ 2:38 AM | Comment

About me

animal lover(anything that has fur)

has a guinea pig,rabbit,gerbils and hamsters

virgo(4 sept 1987)

still stuck wif woking wif children,sigh....