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Saturday, September 24, 2005

i m tired of tis world already!!!!!

partner wif wei wei today,she very pro leh,can write down the probing depth when doing other things like do tis n tat,i sure cant,lousy memory...dr yasmin is a very good supervisor,u can learn so much fr her but of cos u ll feel scare n inferior when u cant ans her qns...i cant remember wat she told me to do for the OHI,resulting in me getting a low grading fr her,so sad...my patient today very scary leh,GI 81.3%,blood was everywhere cos he bleed at the slight touch n he got gingival hyperplasia,make my writing of treatment notes harder...can someone tell me why fasting month cant do dental treatment??wei wei patient very cute leh,n very nice also,how i wish i got him...dr chang really look like fu tian meh?a lot of people say so but i see no resemblance leh...sigh,i m still having difficulties writing the treatment notes n i still fumble here n there,how can i improve ah??felt a bit pissed off when dr chee kept coming into our cubicle to take stuffs,i didnt dare to do much for fear tat he ll point out my mistakes,i ll prayed hard tat i wun get him as supervisor cos i heard he is quite hard to handle...got told off by nurse rosie today,dun exactly remember wat she say but i feel tat she is saying tat i have attitude problem or something...i admit i didnt smile enough but i already tried my best to smile as much as i can liao,only a mad person ll smile all the time lor n honestly,i dun think my smile is nice...she also say i dun treat the nurses or my frenz well or something like tat cos i ll in turn also treat my patient like tat...wat sia,i dun think i treat other people badly lor n i confirm wun treat my patient bad one lor,i still wan to graduate one lor...okay,i admit i got showed my displeasure when nurse quah went to see gaithiri do her disinfecting cos i call her first,but who wun feel unhappy in such a situation?i still got a lot things to do lor...then she say the patient r helping me more by coming instead of me helping them to clean their teeth,like i have a choice not to study dental hygiene...i would rather not have it,my saturdays r robbed bcos of the attachment n it is making our life more difficult cos we now need to learn more n our timetable is so packed,like we got a choice??like i care much for a dental job,i would give a hand n leg anytime if i can work wif animals,at least u can be ur own self in front of them,no need to fake here fake there...{superstars} really caused quite a big impact leh,i never see tiong bahru plaza so crowded before...but i really too tired n lazy to go back to tiong bahru plaza after i went back home to change,n also not enough motivation lah...i was tempted but not tempted enough,sorry,pei yun,let u waste ur sms....sadly,no one in my family notice tat i was moody as i kept thinking thru abt wat nurse rosie had say...sigh,not even bunny or fifi can sense it,i should have just kept a cat or dog whose senses r better n ll noe how to comfort...i m really starting to get tired of living liao leh,there is no one for me to depend on,it is tiring holding on like tat alone leh...listen to my blog song carefully,there is a phrase tat say 'xiang bao ai de ren chang chang de shui',tats wat i feel like doing now,sleep for eternity,then no need to bother anymore liao,so good....i really wonder,ll anyone notice tat i m gone except my family?
no one shall noe or see my tears,no one is worthy enough...i ll only cry alone...

hamsterhue @ 1:44 AM | Comment

About me

animal lover(anything that has fur)

has a guinea pig,rabbit,gerbils and hamsters

virgo(4 sept 1987)

still stuck wif woking wif children,sigh....