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Monday, October 24, 2005

FREAKING HELL!!!!!

WTH,cant a gal get any decent sleep at all??was woken at around 10.30am bcos of the racket in the living room,my relatives were here to sort out my grandmother belongings...sigh,tis kind of things always happen when an elderly die,their children wan to split the belongings between them,especially the valuables,like as if the dead was never around at all...then when there is splitting of stuff,there is bound to be disputes,so noisy,i wonder how my grandmother can stand it wif them arguing in front of her altar,i think she ll be quite sad bah...accompany my father to the dr wif my niece,katherine...i went to get the no first cos my father wan to buy toto,lucky there was a queue before me,if not i think my father wun be able to make it bah...met a cousin of mine while waiting for the dr(an indonesian,i think),she got rashes,i think...was told to bring my father to take chest x-ray n ECG but we only remember to take the x-ray,so blur,haha...i think the receptionist at the x-ray room there is very rude,she never explain things properly to an old lady tat x-ray need to pay money one,the old lady was so angry...dunno how to react when the dr told me tat we ll need to bring my father to the hospital cos he suspect he got TB,i was told after tat tat i went into a daze after hearing the news...did i??but how should i react fr being hit another bad news in one week,my grandmother just die last mon lor,now my father need to be warded...decided to call home to my gugu n 2 cousins for help,at least they r older n noe wat to do wif hospital admission procedures...felt damn carsick when we get to the A&E unit of SGH(was recommended to go TTSH one cos there got special unit for TB but SGH nearer lah) n we went there in cab lor...mayb it is bcos i was travelling on an empty stomach(only had an apple pie when my father decided to had mac before gg) n not enough sleep,i really feel like fainting but i 'ren'...it was a damn long wait while my father is attended to,n to make it worse,we cant even go n get something to eat cos we dunno when the dr ll call us...somehow the vending machine cant satisfy my needs,i was craving for the 7-11 hot chocolate even though i was desperating to get something to fill my stomach...die lah,i think i fall in love wif the drink already,haha...threw a tantrum at my mum for not bringing the chili wif the chicken rice,or mayb it is bcos i was angry at her for coming so late when i was so starving tat i feel full when she came n i wanted to share my drink wif her one...too bad i didnt succeed n everyone thought i got a scolding fr her...mayb i m starting to cannot take it liao,2 blows in one week,how to take it??even though it is still in the diagnosis stage,wat if my father has lung cancer fr smoking so much instead of TB??cos white spots on the lungs can mean anything wat...misfortune ll never strike once...sigh,i need someone support but who can i rely on tis days??i noe it is not tat there is noone out there who is concerned abt me,it is just tat i never let anyone get near to be concerned abt me,so contradicting,i also dunno wat i m saying...i only noe i need someone but i dun think i have found the someone yet,sorry...well,ignore watever i m saying lah,i also dunno wat i m saying...mayb too much pressure liao(just when i thought i can rest) or mayb i m feeling guilty for forgetting to buy rabbit food....anyway,treat tat i m talking crap lah....

hamsterhue @ 1:50 AM | Comment

About me

animal lover(anything that has fur)

has a guinea pig,rabbit,gerbils and hamsters

virgo(4 sept 1987)

still stuck wif woking wif children,sigh....